After 27

I was going through my phone to find pictures of D’s electric guitar. But I ended up dragging all Fin’s pictures and videos from 2019 to a separate folder. I have been attempting to write something for him/myself here, but I’m not emotionally ready yet to start telling you the whole story. In <A Life>, Jake/Nick Payne tells us that we plan for birth but we don’t plan to death. We didn't even have a chance to plan anything for his unexpected death. Therefore, we want to memorize him in every form we can by freezing dry his body, customizing two rings that look like Fin and keeping his favorite toys from Fergie and OJ…

D and I never believe in next life. But when Fin passed away, we have sincerely hoped that he is now dooking happily on the rainbow bridge.

Dook in Peace, Fin.

今天是学校 Manresa 的第一天，按照惯例去做了志愿者，分散人群。我工作基本都被困在办公室，很少有机会真正和学生接触。每年看着这些略带青涩的面孔彷佛自己也回到了2012年刚转学来美国的那个冬天。趁着这一股被感染的热血兴奋还尚存的时候，把 Squarespace 的邮件翻出来狠下心注册了。我一向都是免费博客平台的白嫖用户，从来没想过自己有一天也会因为在墙里说不出话变成了花钱享受（伪）言论自由“丧家之犬”。

今天也适逢政府文件上27岁的尾巴，再加上喜欢陈老师的 <After 17>， After 27 恐怕是我备选博客名里最合适不过的了。

2015年在豆瓣上写的第一篇胶囊衣柜的日记还是本科毕业刚上班那几天摸鱼期间的成果，现在这个博客的第一篇也是在办公室（虽然已是下班时间 XD）。在豆瓣上误打误撞认识了好多朋友，如果你又误打误撞来到了这里，感谢你的陪伴。